Monday, December 10, 2012
He said dance for me, fanciulla gentil
He said laugh a while I can make your heart feel
He said fly with me touch the face of a true God
And then cry with joy at the depth of my love
I had so much more that I wanted to say. But I couldn't bring myself to. Gratitude is a sort of euphemism, not to mask anything negative. More to hide a multitude of feelings behind something much easier to say. But that somehow came out wrong and any explanation will only serve to muddle what I really want to say. There is gratitude in this mix of feelings and that simple 'Thank you' was barely adequate to convey everything that I am truly thankful to you for. There's a back story that needs to be told first and I have been putting it off. Sometimes, I feel there's no reason to bring it up but when I think of the other things that I should also tell you, their back story is the same one. I know exactly why I need you to be aware of everything, for you to have every detail. I feel like I am a decision to be made. (There's no need to choose on my part). It's all on you. And the more you know, the easier I can breathe. Because whatever you choose, at least I know I've not hid anything from you and if you're sticking around, it's for the right reasons.Labels: The Dancer
