Monday, October 22, 2012
Sometimes, it's so difficult to identify the marker that tells you the direction your exchanges with someone is going. Did I say the right thing? Was I sympathetic enough? Wait, did this word change the tone of my message making it sound like I don't care? Should I send another message clarifying what I meant? See what I mean? SMS-ing is both a boon and a bane. A word is made up of several symbols put together to represent a myriad of meanings. So let the misconstruing begin or the delusional thoughts of an overthinker commence.
(Have I gone soft or is it good ol' insecurity?)
It's a scary thing to be in your head all the time. It's not a surprise that those who suffer from mental disorders are the way they are. Because they are in their head all the time. Some isolate themselves, some are isolated by others. They need help to get outside of themselves. It's like there is an acceptable amount of residence you can take up; any more and you cross that line.
(I feel like I have been measuring out the distance of where I am right now to that line and it's an uncomfortable feeling.)Labels: Brain space
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'Despite my empty mouth the words are in my mind'
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