Overthinking is inevitable.  

So one day I'll be old and I'll think about these moments and wonder if I somehow knew where this was leading to.  Because right now, everything feels like a big blur.  Like there's no focus to what I am seeing and I am making guesses to what it is.  I am mistaking things for what they are not.  Especially about myself.  There's just a lot of second-guessing on my part.  Maybe my confidence has been shaken.  I have been told countless times by my sister and Disha that it's all in my head, but it doesn't seem to shake the conviction that I am right and that they are too nice or even biased.

Maybe when I am old, I'll be glad about the overthinking. Hopefully.

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