I waited for too long and now I am too sleepy to run.  And the running at an earlier hour has not been working out.  Hard to believe that in less than a week, I'll be off.  OK, maybe now, I am a little excited.  I think it's largely due to me getting past the money issue.  I might have to borrow from the siblings when I get back, but I will not let that dampen the excitement.

Watched Drive Me Crazy for old times' sake - I only read the movie tie-in like a hundred times when I was younger.  It was decent as was the soundtrack.  Today's movie was A Dangerous Method, which I didn't quite like.  But I thought Keira Knightley's acting was in a different class from before.  

Sesual - a word that Disha has introduced to my vocabulary and I love the way the word sounds.  I kept saying while hanging out with Siva, but he wasn't amused.  When I sent him a message today with just the word, he told me he almost puked, which honestly perplexes me.  But, go on, say the word.

Sometimes, I pull the blinds down and lay down on the floor in front of my bookcase and stare at it.  And I do this thing where I try to remember where I got the book and when I first read it.  I think I am a person who likes the past.  I think I live there a lot.  I need to change that.

Augustine said something the other night.  Something along the lines of how I'd be one of the girls who made up the statistics.  The statistics mean shit.  And I don't know how I'd be one of them considering how my life is going.  It makes me wonder what he thinks of me that he would think this.  Plus during this meet-up, I was made aware of it again. New topic now.  And how I have always felt that you should have been the first.  I still feel the same way.  I wish there was some way to dispel the awkwardness and get it over and done with.  I think the times we tried, I always kinda got scared.  But now, I just want you to take it off my hands.