Friday, May 11, 2012
Cristina and Owen - there are no parallels but it still resonates. They made up, sort of. But Cristina is leaving. I have a feeling she's telling Owen to come after her. We'll see in the finale.
I think I need to change out of my nightshirt and get out of my room and bask in the sunlight. I ran last night but I felt like I was dragging myself. Weighed down. I returned home and laid on my floor and I let all these feelings overwhelm me till sleep came. Even that was an uneasy rest and I gave up to change and shower. The rest of the night, I watched Cristina and Owen moments in bed. It was teary, it was therapeutic. But this morning, the heavy weight had not gone. It's still there.
Yesterday felt like it happened all over again.