I've taken hits time just don't erase 

And baby I can see you've been fucked with too 

Well I may be just a fool 

But I know you're just as cool 

And cool kids, they belong together

It was a draw. Damnit.

You've been coming to mind a lot lately.  Probably because I'm leaving and you're starting.  Imagining a friendship and nothing more. Stillangryandsadaboutwhatyoudid.  Say something so I can move on.  It's killing me inside, this protracted silence.  Maybe because this time around, I thought we were doing this as adults.  Not like the kids we were.  Put me out of my fucking misery.

So, this week in Grey's Anatomy was a bit of a mixed feeling.  I was desperately hoping for a glorious Cristina&Owen moment at the end of the episode, but there wasn't one.  I guess it was more realistic that way.

This has been the worst reading week of my entire time in NUS.  I haven't been worth a damn.  And whenever I say I want to skip graduation, I get a chorus of protest.  All this talk about the last time we'd all be together and how awesome the pictures will be.  Yeah, I know that.  It's just that I have this idea that by preparing to go for it, I'd build up the same feelings as everyone about it being a true end of our schooling career but I have this niggling feeling that like everything else, it'll probably turn out to be anticlimactic.

We'll have to see now.

Have a care for what I've felt/still feel.