Saturday, February 18, 2012
Hello you, Second time writing to you. I figured the first one would be the only one, but I think I still have more to say.So, once again, while discussing boy-feelings with Disha, I had to use you/us to make a point about something. We were also talking about an incident. From there I started thinking and there was one thing I've never seen you do: Put me down in any way. I don't recall any time in which you've called me a name, though I have to you. And when I realised that you've never and I have, I felt so terrible. Not terrible-terrible, but sort of bad. I am really sorry for all the name calling. But no matter what, I've never meant it any more than a playful manner because if I truly meant it, then I'd have to question our relationship. I still maintain that you've always been quite gentlemanly about certain things. And I've always liked that about you.It's quite a positive note about you, isn't it? I guess the feelings have changed somewhat, but they've not lessened. I still don't know what you're doing/how you're feeling/what you feel towards me/if you've already got someone else, and I have an inkling that I am not going to, ever. So right now, all I've got is some hope that maybe, maybe you'd be reading this and just take it as it is. Yes, I know I am being a crazy person who volleys between being mad, being sad and being lonely because of you. There are some things about you and what has happened that make me mad, sad and lonely. There are also other things that make me feel like it was a great thing, you and I. What do you think?Goodbye.Labels: I know nothing
