Wednesday, December 28, 2011
I am not very khush in my dil.
Feels like forever since I have sat down and wrote about what's happening in my life. So I am not confused anymore about the thing I was confused about before. And I am afraid to break the news. I feel so guilty and really apprehensive about how things might change. It will change, there's no denying it. By the way, hallelujah for the cessation of this infernal non-stop raining. Such a damper on my mood/plans. 2012 is looming, but honestly, does it make a difference if it's another year? Same things always happen, much does NOT change. So, new year...pfft. There are only a couple of things on my mind right now: Remembering to bid for my modules, running harder and faster everyday, drumming up the mojo to get past my disinclination to pack and that's about it.
I think I've found another Susan Elizabeth Phillips for my book soul: Sarah Addison Allen. I love that she writes exactly what I am yearning for; to be happy and at peace with what I do and myself as a person.
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