Tuesday, November 1, 2011
You know how it is when all you want to do is talk about some thing, the same thing that has been festering in your mind for a long time, but no one wants to indulge you because they've heard you speak about it enough times that it's gotten difficult for them to rally their motivation to comfort you? Well, this is post has nothing to do with that. I just wanted to see if you've ever been in either of those positions before - the ranter or the comforter.I know something. And this something that I know makes me question my motives. I don't know how much of it has been tarred by it. Because there's an imperceptible change about us. There's an awareness that makes me read into things much more than I normally would have. And there's a tiny, tiny part of me that is pleased about it and wants to see where it can lead. But that same part is in agreement with the majority about how much of a colossal mistake it probably is. And I know that I am only considering reciprocating because of the knowledge that I have now. I would not have thought about it all, had the circumstances been different and it has always been that way before. But it is not now. I am tempted enough to perhaps goad things further along. I am beyond caring. I just want to let loose and have some fun.Labels: maybe I just need a buddy
You know how it is when all you want to do is talk about some thing, the same thing that has been festering in your mind for a long time, but no one wants to indulge you because they've heard you speak about it enough times that it's gotten difficult for them to rally their motivation to comfort you? Well, this is post has nothing to do with that. I just wanted to see if you've ever been in either of those positions before - the ranter or the comforter.