Monday, November 7, 2011
I wonder if it wouldn't be a mistake at all. Because this influx of current knowledge and prior suggestions has made me rethink every thing. Maybe the reason why I wouldn't have considered it before was because I was caught up in someone else and the past. (It's mind-boggling to realise how much another person can mess your life up, some times.) After last night, I am confused somewhat but there's a definite feeling of excitement about the possibilities. My perception has changed and after some info-gathering, it feels like there are still parts of you that I don't know about. And if things run their course, this would be some thing entirely different for me. Maybe it'll be more conventional, but more importantly, I don't think the same doubts or questions would arise. You'd be new. I think I really do want it to happen. I kinda need the memory-replacement thing. One hand, I want things to move along and on the other, I know I should be more cautious and not rush in if I am not ready. Am I ready, or am I not? It's gotta do with the whole rebound crap thingy. That's something else I need to figure out as well. So much confusion. But definitely, interesting times are ahead.
Labels: my final goodbye to you - it's truly over
