Saturday, October 22, 2011
Maybe I was half in. And when you tried to be, I called you out on it. Sometimes I feel karma's handing back to me how I treat other people. But I wish you'd just talk to me. Tell me what happened. If you had given me any clue before, I would have been all in. Because that's how you are supposed to do it. That's how I imagined it would happen for me. I want to believe that it is possible for me but every time I go through this with you, the part of me that feels this way, dies a little. It's a natural consequence. I wonder if you are taking as long as I am to get over this. Or are you relieved? All these questions I have are burning a hole in my head. How could feeling like this would have ever been helpful in our evolutionary past? Stupid genetic crap.Labels: if you are reading this
