Saturday, October 15, 2011
Last night, I went to bed early because I was so tired. But when I was in bed, I just couldn't fall asleep at all. My mind kept circling around the same thoughts. There has just been no closure at all. Insatiably curious and yet, I don't want to know. I know what I should feel and I don't because it's not so clear. How is it possible to have been that close and in the merest of time, know nothing? The line that separates what I know and what I don't know is slowly disappearing and I am questioning everything. I am doubting every motive and feeling. Mine and yours. To think, I once believed that I was done looking. singleforlife. Nothing is the same and yet, there isn't anything that is different. Same people, same story, day in, day out.
Why couldn't you have just said something?
Would it have killed you?
Labels: Horror movie marathon in December
