I think I am becoming an increasingly crappy friend. But it's something I can't help at the moment. I am just afraid that I'll affect my friends with my darkness. Or that I'll walk away halfway through. It's honestly better that I am staying away. I am just not feeling it right now. Not in the zone of normalcy. Slipping in and out of reveries when I am with people.
Losing the capacity to feel guilt. Is this what growing older begets?
