Tuesday, August 9, 2011
I'm kinda glad that the production is filling most of my time and thoughts. Because when I get a minute to myself, all that has happened takes over and I get so confused about what I should do. Didn't think it was going to happen this way, because it seemed so inconsequential at that moment. The fact that school is starting on Thursday is, surprisingly, something to look forward to. It's definitely going to be different. My lessons won't be styled the same way and it might take a while to get used to it. I don't know how prepared I am for it, but bring it on. I refuse to dwell on the matter and torture myself. Maybe it was doomed from the start. Because everything I did seems to have lessened the impact: I am not broken about it as I was before.
Though you've said nothing, it already feels like it's over.
Labels: hot shot
