Thursday, March 31, 2011
For some reason, I just really like this picture I found on tumblr. It brings to mind of a time long ago, when I felt that I was young enough that whatever I did was inconsequential. And the things that I did were, in most part, inconsequential. In the bigger picture, things worked out. It also brings to mind how life was so utterly uncomplicated.
In 2 weeks, my education might come to a sudden, hasty halt. I am still on the fence. Because right now, I should be working away feverishly at a lab report. But the stats of our results escapes my mind at this moment. How do I gauge my decision then? My stomach feels so clenched up. So bloody nervous. Also, in less than 2 weeks, another year of life starts for me. How unprepared I feel to face up to the years that come flashing by. I find it difficult to accept these changes because I don't feel ready to yet.
And since I am ranting, I hate, hate, hate how I always come out as the bad guy when I try to tell you how I feel about certain things. How it sounds irrational when I put my fucked up feelings into words because you can somehow explain them away so coolly. Like it is so simple. Why do you not get as affected as I do about things? Seriously, it's not going to work out. I shouldn't sweat about it any longer.
Nice life to you.
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For some reason, I just really like this picture I found on tumblr. It brings to mind of a time long ago, when I felt that I was young enough that whatever I did was inconsequential. And the things that I did were, in most part, inconsequential. In the bigger picture, things worked out. It also brings to mind how life was so utterly uncomplicated.